Sunday, April 24, 2011

stalker and his love PART 2



 
I follow in your shadow
I make a phone call
I become thrilled at the sound of your shaking breath
My heartbeat runs after your quick steps
I think I'll go crazy
The long night gets darker
Under the dead streetlamp in front of your house
I'm watching you through the crack in your window
Until the night ends..

Come on and find me
You keep playing a suffocating game of hide-and-seek with me
You know what?
You're inseparable from me
You can never break away from me
You have no one to love but me
It should be only me in your heart
It should be only me in your thought..

You may try to escape
But you must know one thing
Wherever you are
I can see you
You know deeply in your heart
You can never break away from me
You have no one to love but me
Look at me now
I don't wanna cry no more..

A hundred times
Tens of thousands of times
I've called you
But why?
Why there’s no answer?
Did you forget?
It's already been a thousand days since we met
I prepared a gift you'd like
I sit on the street you frequently travel
I'm waiting for you..

I know my love,
Don't call it obsession
you don't know love
Don't say I've gone crazy
You don't know my heart
You can never be separated from me..

I know you want me too
I know you love me
Don't run away from me
Stop running away from me..



p/s: 
            have you ever stalking someone??
            someone that you like the most??
            someone who become your obsession??
            you've become obsess about that person..
            you know everything about that person..
            you'll feel sad if that person turn his/her back on you..
            you'll get jealous if that person close to someone else..
             you'll go grazy everytime that person ignoring you..

if you just like on the above..just stop it before it's too late..
because in the end..
you are the one who will get hurt.. 





Friday, April 22, 2011

stalker and his love PART 1


It's not love
 This isn't love

It's just your obsession

Wherever I go

 Whatever I do

It's frightening

Because of you

Who’s always watching me

 Have you gone crazy?

Why are you like this?

Please just leave me alone now

Seeing you is suffocating

Please disappear from my sight

Get lost
 
Just back off

I really can't breathe

Don’t you know that you’re frightening me??
  
Just cut the crap

Get a hold of yourself and stop it

Let go of me now

This ain't right

This isn't love

It's just hurting me, 

Please don't be like this

I loved you

But now I don’t love you anymore

Please I’m begging you

Erase me from your memory


p/s: 

       did you ever have a stalker?
    
       a person who's too obsessed bout you..

       you may think it's cool to have one..

       but you'll know what it feels once you get 

       hooked by your stalker..
  

Thursday, April 21, 2011

a painful heart



Love seems to change so easily..
In a place of our own greed..
A painful scar is left..
So I make a hard and painful decision..
 I got to let you go..
I guess..
I was not the right and suitable person for you..
I couldn’t hold back my stupid heart..
Which pained you..
For our love..
It seems to me..
This is the end for both of us..
Until the world would allow our love again..
Our long journey is about to end..
But someday..
We will meet again..
In the next life..
We will see each other again..



Wednesday, April 20, 2011

time flies

Mr Management told me that there were 2 news for me..
one is a bad news
and
another one is a good news..
he asked me which one I want to know first..
I hesitated to answer..
after a few moment..
I decided to choose bad news first..
so that I can be sad and depressed first..
then I can find my smile again after hearing the good news..


Mr Management said;
" the bad news is time flies.."

I said;
" well..everyone knows that..
no one can stop the time anyway..
so,what is the good news??"
then, he said;
 " the good news is you are the pilot."

now..I get it what he's trying to say..

we are so busy watching
for what's just ahead of us
that we don't take time
to enjoy where we are..
^_^

but make sure that you're
NEVER EVER WASTING YOUR TIME
as the time is precious..
you'll never get it back..  

Monday, April 18, 2011

I am a busy person




BUSY..

we often heard the word..
we also know the proverb; busy as a bee or busy as a beaver
 

 
others always claim that they are busy..
I am also claiming the same thing.. ^_^
but
what does the word busy mean??
it gives a different meaning to every different people..

based on the dictionary,
the word "busy" literally means;

1. actively and attentively engaged in work or a pastime
 
2. not at leisure; otherwise engaged
 
3. full of or characterized by activity
 
4. (of a telephone line) in use by a party or parties and not immediately accessible.
 
5. officious; meddlesome; prying.
 
6. ornate, disparate, or clashing in design or colors; cluttered with small, unharmonious details; fussy

that's what the word "busy" means to a dictionary.. =p
 
the meaning of busy in my life is totally different from 
Mr dictionary..
totally 360 degree different..
absolutely..
 to me, busy is just a myth..
why????
because at 1st I thought I was busy till I realize one thing;

'I'm so busy doing nothing that I can't do anything else..'
 
that's also we can called it as BUSY..
 
in the end
I'll end up battling till my last breath finishing all those things that not finished..



 so..what does "busy" means to you???