Sunday, August 9, 2015

Monster...

All the lies that being whispered is differ from reality.
The truth disappears and gets trapped in darkness.
My shouts get smaller in this powerless reality.
They’re just meaningless in this world of lies.
I’m broken in my faith.



Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Hatred can never triumph...

Such hatred as yours can never triumph.
I hope one day you will find the love and compassion which used to fill your heart.


Saturday, July 11, 2015

Be grateful

Most of the times, we forgot how to be grateful.
It's easy.
Firstly, look above in aspiration, not admiration.
Secondly, look below to love and appreciate what you already have that others don't.




Sunday, June 28, 2015

Keep moving forward

Paint your dream in your heart.
When it’s hard, just accept it.
My broad shoulders and heart will embrace the tired you.
So you have nothing to fear.
So you have no reason to cry.


Sunday, June 14, 2015

Deep~

You’re a cherry blossom.
You're about to bloom.
You look so pretty, but you're gone so soon.


Saturday, June 13, 2015

My oath...

I'll keep you like an oath;
"May nothing but death do us part..."


Bring it on...

I just fell down once.
I’ll brush myself off and get up.
I’ll throw my entire body toward my dreams.
I’ll dive into the big ocean without fear.
I’m not afraid.
I won’t fall down again.


Sunday, June 7, 2015

You are my bad yesterday...

Maybe you and I were playing a crazy game of charades.
With the ending already decided from the first frame.
Maybe you and I were already headed towards the end from the first scene.
This is our last parade.


Thursday, May 28, 2015

Goodbye~

I want to say goodbye.
I am exhausted and defeated.
When I stop wandering at the end of this road,
I hope I can close my eyes without regrets.


Thursday, May 21, 2015

I wish to reset everything

Your smile that’s not ridiculing me finds me again from disappearing.
In the darkness, your smile shines brightly into my heart.
How about you?
I`m all about you.
I wanna go back to the beautiful days.
I’m left alone in this loneliness world.
Please hold my hand right now.
The truth is hidden by scars.
I wanna go back to the happy place.
I wanna reset everything.


Friday, May 8, 2015

Like me or dislike me...I don't give a damn.

I end things as if I hate it so much.
I’m still perfectly breathing after the break up anyway.
So don’t do the thing that kills and buries the heart.
Don’t ask me if I’m alright.
What I want is the indifference that resembles me.
The whole world is acting so damn dramatic.
There’s no use in keeping track of love, it’s just instinct.
It’s funny, what separates humans from beasts and what turns humans into beasts is love.


Thursday, May 7, 2015

Loser

Loser...
Loner…
A coward who pretend to be tough.
A mean delinquent.
In the mirror, you’re JUST A LOSER.
A loner, a jackass covered in scars.


Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Don't like me?

I hate selling my emotions.
I’m stingy with happiness.
I get drunk easily and have messy endings.
I get mad easily and ruin the fun.
Even when it seems like I’m so happy.




Friday, April 3, 2015

Mess up and eff up life...

The truth is hidden in lies.
It’s being silenced.
You’ve become the world’s hot topic and you turn into ashes.
Then they take away each piece of you.      
Your life… Your soul… Your world…
Everything crumbles.
This is the truth.
It may seem like it’s all over.
But there wasn’t a single door in this world that smothered you.


Thursday, April 2, 2015

Puisi...

Kalau ada nenek tua,
Kayu bongkok mati dijulang;
Kalau kehendak kita berdua,
Karam perahu sama direnang.


Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Take my hand...

Take my hand.
You know I’m here with you.
Come take my hand.
You know lies can’t kill the truth.
It’s all right.
Just take my hand.
In this arrogant world, even small mistakes become big sins.
Don’t cry.       
I tell you it’s okay.
Even if it’s a small light, the darkness can’t swallow it.




Thursday, March 19, 2015

I wonder...will they?

I can’t help it but once in a while, when I’m in my deep grief, I’m wondering what it’s gonna be like when I’m no longer exist. Will they miss me? Will they cry? Will they in grief? Or will they happy and forget me as time goes by? The thoughts sometimes scare me but I keep wondering.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Should have kept it in...

If I’d held your hand back then...
If I’d held onto you when you turned away...
I could be listening to your voice instead of this song.
If I had been better to you I could be listening to your warm voice instead of this sad song.


Sunday, March 1, 2015

A little risk for larger gains...

It takes a little risk for larger gains in return.
Don’t judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant.


Sunday, February 22, 2015

I do have...

I might be one of a stern human being in the earth but I do have a heart.


Wednesday, February 18, 2015

You are the one...

You are my angel, putting a smile on my face when I’m sad.
No matter what anyone says, it’s you who melt my heart.
I love you.
Cause you will always be my A.N.G.E.L

Thursday, February 12, 2015

It's just L.O.V.E

What controls me is not what lives in me.
What can heal me is not a strong medicine.
It’s just love.
The voice that I heard wakes me up from being lost.
After it wraps around me and kisses me, it disappears and I can’t see it anymore.


Sunday, February 8, 2015

Where are you?

The deeply colored night sky is filled with you, who won’t leave.
It wakes me from my sleep.
Kissing me again.
Your voice that whispered I love you.
Your scent.
I hear it in my ears every day.
Where are you?
I want to roll up the darkness and find you.
Though I can’t touch you or be held by you.


Friday, January 2, 2015

Thank you...

I used to be a silly bum.
I was so tired.
Struggling and fallen.
But you put wings on me.


Thursday, January 1, 2015

The present and the past...

What you see is not everything.
If you want to understand what is happening before your eyes, take a look at the past.
The present is the result of the past.