ON RAINY DAY

When the world turns dark,

And the rain quietly falls,
Everything is still the same.

Even today, without a doubt
I can’t get out of it.
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you.

Now,
I know that it’s the end.
I know that it’s all just foolishness.
Now,

I know that it’s not true.
I'm just disappointed in myself for
not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride.

On the rainy days you come and find me.
Torturing me through the night.
When the rain starts to stop,

you follow slowly, little by little, step by step.

When I stop,you will stop as well.

 I must be drunk,

I think I need to stop drinking.
Since the rain is falling,

I think I might fall as well.
Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you,

No it doesn’t mean that.
It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp.
When it’s the type of day that you really liked,
I keep opening the raw memories of you.
Making the excuse that it’s all memories, I take a step forward.
I don’t even make the effort to escape.

Now...
I erased all of you.
I emptied out all of you.
But when the rain falls again ,
All the memories of you I hid with effort,
It all comes back, it must be looking for you.

To you...

Now there is no path for me to return.
But looking at your happy face,
I will still try to laugh since I was the one without the strength to stop you.

What can I do about something that already ended?
I’m just regretting after,

Like the stupid fool I am.
Rain always falls so it will repeat again.
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well.