my life at a stake...

This is the countdown.

I felt so awful of me.

Don’t wanna know.

But at the same time my curiosity urges me.

Don’t even want to bother it.

But at the same time it bothers me.

What should I do?

Mr. Brain said;

“Just ignore it. Take a look and get to know it when you’re ready.”

But I’ll never be ready...

Sigh~

While Mr. Heart said;

“Just take a look at it. Whatever the circumstances is, just face it. Never ever try to run away from reality. You can fool others but you can’t fool your own self. You cannot escape the reality. That’s the fact.”

That’s true but...but...

Aaarrrrggghhhh...

This so frustrating!!!!