Yesterday...

Time passes too fast so you grow farther away from me again.

Memories are forgotten way too easily.

To you, it’s just the end of a passing by day.

To me, it’s the start of a pain that I cannot handle.

Now it won’t ever come again; yesterday.

time...

Don't be someone's down time, part time, or sometime. If they can't be there for you all the time, then they aren't worth any of your time…

Revenge is no good...

Revenge is something that will not only harm the other person, but will also inflict harm onto everyone including you yourself. You might feel satisfied but at the same time you’ll be hurt too. You’ll find no peace in your life. That’s why there’s a good saying, “Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace”. 

Live...Love...Life...

It’s a beautiful day though you aren't here.

It’s a beautiful night though I only shed tears.

Now I only can say goodbye to the times of you and I.

Just like always, love always comes to me.

It shakes me up and drives me crazy.

Just like always, break ups always come to me.

It gives me scars and drives us apart, at the same time it hurts us.

Every day we loved and always together but those memories became dust, became powder and scattered.

I wish I could have been the only one you ever loved.

I try to turn things back but the only thing that comes back is memories of you.

Little ashes and tears as you become small dust and I can’t catch you.

I'm a person who rushed and got angry at the littlest things.

You generously filled me up and shared your days and nights with me.

But now, I don’t have you anymore.

I tried to erase you but I can’t.

Nights without you are so hard, days without you drive me crazy.

Now, I must learn to live that way as life must go on.

secretly

Loving someone whose heart don’t even look at me is hurt.

Even if you don’t show it, I can see your gaze is looking at another place.

I can’t cry in front of you.

It’s okay. Just let me love you secretly.

Even though it’s hurt, I’ll smile for your happiness.

I’ll pray for your happiness.

I tried to forget you for many times.

But my heart is so stubborn. It only wants you.

My conscious mind and my heart don’t listen to one another.

Sometimes, I can’t help asking silently; “Fool, why can’t you love me?”

Sometimes I pray for you not to break my heart, not to break my love.

But sometimes I wish you break it to pieces.

So that it can’t be amended anymore.

So that I can stop love you and treat you as a friend who I cherish the most.

You asked me once why I'm shedding tears.

Fool, because of you, my tears is falling.

Because of you I'm hurt.

It’s just you who can’t see it.

Pretty Little Liars

Got a secret.

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you’ll save.

Better lock it in your pocket, taking this one to the grave.

If I show you then I know you won’t tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret if one of them is dead.

your words~

How could you do this?

Am I easy to you?

I’ll listen, although it’ll be all lies.

Keep saying those ridiculous words.

But don’t think that I’ll believe you because everything you say is a lie.

Don’t tell me that you were telling the truth.

I’ll listen, although I already know your excuses.

But right now I want you to stop it all.

I won’t give a damn anymore.

A.T.T.I.T.U.D.E

“Attitude is little thing that makes a big difference” - Winston Churchill

true~

It's sad how the people you were once so close with can become just another stranger you don't know. Over time you learn that not everyone can be called a friend.

I am me...

I can either be your best friend or your worst enemy.

So, don’t test my patience.

I don’t mix business with pleasure.

If you are wrong, regardless who you are, then you are still wrong.

Don’t take advantage on me being nice to you.

sometimes...

Sometimes I walk and stop.

I look around and our eyes met.

I quickly turn my head away.

I look at my toes and then slowly walk away.

positive thinking~

The world doesn't run like you would like it to.

But it’s really awesome that it doesn't work like you would like it to.

Because things you haven’t even thought of can happen.

yesterday...today...tomorrow...

Yesterday was a clear day, today is a cloudy day.

Do you know tomorrow’s weather?

The weather reports are not always accurate.

It’s raining here; it’s raining inside of me.

The clouds are always gray.

The sun always rises and sets.

Tell me that it’s okay.

Just tell me that it’s cloudy only for a moment.

ocean and me

When I look at the ocean, sometimes I get afraid.

Although everyone says that it’s beautiful,

I get afraid because it seems like I got so much smaller.

When the waves come, I take a step backwards.

The ocean is too deep and wide.

get out of my heart

Hey, can you stop talking about her?

I'm not curious at all.

I came here to hang out with you for the first time in a while.

But why are you talking about her so much?

I was annoyed as I realized, you, who had been in my heart, are getting farther away.

Maybe I'm smiling in front of you all this while is to deceive myself.

Right now I'm going to push you out and try to forget you.

That’s the right thing to do after all.

the unreal v. the real

The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. It’s only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies, which last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die, but things as fragile as thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on forever.

Finding my own happiness

Happiness cannot be travelled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the sacred experience of living every moment with love and gratitude. There is always, always, always something to be thankful for and some reason to love. So be sure to appreciate what you've got. Be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot.

love dark chocolate

Love is like dark chocolate. Although it always leaves you with a bitter taste in your mouth, you will still be tempted to take a bite the next time around.

H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S

You may not know that the path you chose will lead to happiness, but as long as you know that what you want is happiness, you’ll have the courage to move forward.

the missing pieces~

If you want to get the full picture, you have to find the missing pieces.

unfortunate love???

In love with someone even if you know you can't be together in the future is like standing in the rain. You know you're gonna be sick, but still you stand there because it feels great.

-good saying...lalalalalala

Congratulations on your graduation sweet friends~

Your first day of school, your first best friend, your first crush, your first relationship, the first time you bunked class, studying one day before your exam, midnight snacks and midnight calls; the past few years will be the best ones you've had in your entire life. All the best for your future! You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. You are the guy who'll decide where to go. Don't live down to expectations.Go out there and do something remarkable. Congratulations on your graduation sweet girlfriends of mine... ^___^V

a friend who cares

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

I'm busy getting angry with stupid people

“In times of great stress or adversity, it's always best to keep busy, to plow your anger and your energy into something positive.”

How I wish to be like that. I’m trying to keep busy ignoring such idiot and dumb people every time I work with them. But their dumbness is a nuisance to me. Acting like they are the most intelligence people in the whole world. But in reality, they are the most idiot, dumb and stupid person in the whole universe. Don’t pretend to be pious if all parts of your heart are black. Just like a bitch and asshole pretending to be an angel. Nice try but it even makes me more annoyed and pissed. They are too ignorant to get a hold into their real selves.

SECOND CHANCE: A MYTH OR JUST A CRAP?

If the first one went wrong, obviously there’s room for improvement. That’s the concept of second chance and I do believe in second chance. However, not all people think that way especially to those who are ‘BRILLIANT’ enough to judge people based on the first impression and too stubborn to change the perception. Too bad, an educated person but in real life they are the stupidest creature in the planet. Because of they think they are mighty then they just step on people. They taught about justice and at the same time give them injustice. J.U.S.T.I.C.E.M.Y.A.S.S…!

A and B...pfffttttttttttttttttt

A: “Hi…I’m single and ready to mingle.”

B: “Pardon me, but you're obviously mistaking me for someone who gives a damn.”

obnoxious

You are not obnoxious like so many other people; you are obnoxious in a completely different and far worse way. Remember some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 

Mr.Plagiarism v. Mrs.Research

Copy from one, its plagiarism; copy from two, its research.

The Truth...

I never forget a face, but in your case I'll be glad to make an exception. To tell you the truth, you were looking good from afar. Now you’re far from looking good. Your attitude and behavior make you an ugly creature. Well, you should be proud since ugliness is superior to beauty because it lasts. You may have the mirror all for you alone as mirrors don't talk, and lucky for you, they don't laugh either.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P

Friendship isn’t how you forget, but how you forgive.

Not how you listen, but how you understand.

Not how you see, but how you feel.

Not how you let go, but how you hold on.

Them with their thoughts, me with U.N.B.R.E.A.K.A.B.L.E

In the beginning, when everyone said I would fail, I clenched my jaws and sharpened my wings.

Even if it was dirty and upsetting, I held it all in.

I fought and won all of my own-battles.

No matter what anyone says, I’ll never break down.

Now I’m ready to fly above the sky.

Even if I can't see the end of the long tunnel,

Even if I can't see the end of the long darkness,

I will never fall down till the end.

See by yourself if you can break me.

Even if you press down on me, I'll get up for the light at the end of darkness and I will fly.

I won't ever break.

I won't ever fall down.

Even if the storm tries to swallow me,

Even if my wings are trampled in the darkness,

I won't give up.

You should know by right now that I'm unbreakable.

Failure and Fear

Take in a deep breath and let it out.

You can do it, keep walking toward your hopes that can be reached.

Don’t stop in this shadow of the world

You are freer than anyone else.

Failure is what makes me stronger.

Fear is what makes me tough.

Watch me rule now..!

Be careful...

Be very careful about what you think.

Your thoughts run your life.

anger leads to the truth

Never forget what people say when they're mad, because that's when the truth comes out.

airhead...

I’m impressed...! I’ve never met such a small mind inside such a big head before.  Please don't give other people a piece of your mind unless you can afford it.

Crappy things~

Roses are red violets are blue

Sugar is sweet and so are you,

But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead,

The sugar bowls empty and so is your head.

modern world = destroyed world

In the destroyed world, humans became more like animals than animals themselves. Picking up knives and weapons in attempts to reign over one another, they started to slaughter one another.

Pretending...

I know everything… I just pretend as if I’m not aware of it because in certain situation it’s more convenient to pretend dumb when you already know the truth. 

Beautiful words...

"Those friends thou hast, and their adoption tried,

Grapple them to thy soul with hoops of steel;

But do not dull thy palm with entertainment of each new-hatched, unfledged comrade."

- William Shakespeare


Such a beautiful words for a person called 'F.R.I.E.N.D'. A real friend not the fake one!!!

enjoyyyyy...

Enjoy life. There's plenty of time to be dead.

controller and controlled

“Who controls the food supply controls the people; who controls the energy can control whole continents; who controls the money control the world.”

It is a lame using such despicable method to suppress and get a hold a less powered entity. What a selfish and despicable nation. You are truly an eye-sore and should be looked down with a disdain.

cry,smile...laugh

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life a thousand reasons to smile. Stand up for what you believe in, even if it means standing alone. There are times that need you to stand alone. I would love to say; when life gives you lemons, squeeze them in someone's eye (the jerk that put you in the hard situation) and run away really, really fast. In the end, you will be laughing instead of being grief. 

ha.ha.ha

I'm going to just laugh. Not get mad just laugh! But please be warned that does not mean you will not get punched in the face while i am laughing…

H.O.M.E

Home isn't where the heart is, home is a place you go where they have to let you in. Any place can be called ‘home’ as long as the person there allowed you and accept your existence with gratitude.

Difficult task+lazy person=done!!

When faced with a difficult task, pass it on to a lazy person and he'll figure out an easier way to accomplish it.

(Gotta try this next semester...lalalalalala ^___^V)

my best friends~

Best friends: They know how stupid you are and still choose to be seen with you in public.

Thank you for always being there for me. You are truly a wonderful part of my life.

Fell in Love

Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes... I fell in love...

meddler~

Don't you realize that there are enough people to hate in the world already without you putting in so much effort to give me another? I can tell you, I am a simple person. I like to mind my own business. But mess with what is mine. Then you are my business and you won’t like it. You alleged that I only live in my own world. Well, you need to know one thing; I'm not anti-social, I just don't like you. If you could read my mind right now, I'm pretty sure you'd be traumatized for life. My advice to you; mind your own damn business. DO  NOT poke your nose into mine.

just be careful...

Be careful whose toes you step on today because they might be connected to the foot that kicks your ass tomorrow.

Those are my principles. If you don't like them I have others.

connection;me and you;us

A connection, once it linked, it will never disappear. Even if we forget everything, that connection will return again.

it's just me...me...and me again...

The sky that keeping the rain, will it shed tears?

As I ran towards you, will my legs break apart?

I don’t know if I’m crazy or if I wanted to keep you in my heart.

I can’t explain this with any word.

All the moments has stopped as if it was a photo.

ergghhhh... sigh~

a goal~

Even if we walk different paths, one must always live on as strong as you are able.

You must never treat your own life as something insignificant.

Losing my way~

Under the starless night sky,

I wander without a glimpse of where I’m heading.

F.R.I.E.N.D

‘Friend’ is a good word.

No matter when you hear it.

Destined

Darkness does not always equate to evil.

Light does not always bring good.

That's what LIFE teaches me...

life-short

Life is short. Sooner or later, everybody will die too. No one knows what the future may bring...

self-hypnotised

Instead of sighing about the past,

I’d rather be happy to face the present...

think or not think???

If you think something is right just because everyone else believe it... then, you are not thinking.

strong~

Living strong means be able to laugh.

Insane...

You make me go insane.

She gives me so much pain.

I won’t be back again.

I hate you.

The Book of Tomorrow...

There are those whose minds are merely a bouquet of stalks, which bud as they learn new information, a new bud for a new fact. But yet, they never open, never flourish. They are the people of capital letters and full stops, but never of question marks and ellipses.

This is the difference between me and you~

If you look down on people, it's bitter.

There's nothing to see below.

There's no one.

Even if you jump, you're just a flea.

Even if you demand, I am always in front of you.

This is a story about a dwarf and giant.

But it`s gonna end just like David and Goliath.

Keep up with my pace, if you can.

Don't lag Wile E. Coyote because I'm Road Runner.

I’m fast and furious at the same time.

Superior~

First come, first serve.

You may like the phrase or you may hate it.

And right now I hate that fucking phrase.

If you do it correctly, I wouldn’t give a damn about it.

Don’t be such a bastard who only knows the word ‘SELLFISH’.

Your way of thinking made others facing difficult times.

You are not a stupid, moron and the dumbest person in this planet.

So, use your brain.

Prove it to me that you are intelligence.

Don’t act recklessly just because you are superior to me.

Do not think that everything gonna be your way.

I believe in karma.

I would love to see the same things happened to me now happened to you.

Enjoy your so damn called victory while it last.

It wouldn't last long.

learning process

The more you learn, the more you forget.

The more you forget, the less you’ll get.

The less you’ll get, in the end you need to start over again from 0.

you are my pet~

Men are like empty taxicabs, if you wait too long for one, you just have to say, “Fine, I’ll go find another.”  After you give up, a pile will come and stop by your side, but the moment you hesitate on which one you should ride, timing will become a problem.  One mistake and another gets in, and it will become someone else.

a great memory??

Memory is a complete noodle.

It hangs on to the silliest things but forgets the stuff that really matters.

happiness and its switch

Albus Dumbledore once said this;

“Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the lights.”

Errrrrrrr...

Excuse me, Mr. Dumbledore.

I always remember to turn on the lights and I never turn it off.

That moron had turned it off. And now I’m facing a problem.

I CAN’T FIND THE SWITCH!!!!

friendship and friends

FRIENDSHIP is the comfort that comes from knowing that even when you feel all alone, you aren’t. Indeed, it is true. Even though you can’t see them often, just once in a while, but deep down you know, they always there for you. Sometimes, it’s hard to send a simple text to say hi because of the hectic schedule but it doesn’t mean you’re totally strangers when you’ve met each other. The bond of friendship is hard to cut off. However, you must bare it on mind that not all friendship is a true friendship. It is a word that easy to pronounce, spell and utter but hard to prove it. True friendship must be proven with action and attitude. Friends in the friendship circle we called it best friends while friends outside the circle is just a mere friends. There’s a big difference between both of it. Friends ask why you’re crying. But best friends already have the shovel ready to bury the loser that made you cry. In other words, best friends will come to your aid when you are in need.

diamond and stones

Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you’ve lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones.

That "Sometimes"

Most of the times,

 You found that you never understand yourself.

Sometimes,

It’s hard for others to understand yourselves.

“Others” are including friends.

Between those “most of the times” and “sometimes”,

You’ll found that “sometimes” is more hurtful.

They just merely accused you for something that they not even sure the truth is.

You’ll found that those people are more sickening day by day.

You can’t estimated your friendship and what so called “BFF” just by how many times they called you in a day, how many times they text you in a day or how many times they post something in your FB wall.

If your friend can’t go to your house or hang around with you,

Why don’t you take the step by going to their house and hang around with them?

If your friend never say hi even at the FB,

Why don’t you take the first step by doing so?

If your friend leave a comment at your post,

It’s means that they still remember you.

They might be too busy to say hi.

They might get stuck in a problem that you never know.

But it doesn’t mean they’re forgetting you.

It doesn’t mean that the friendship between you guys is over.

Don’t be too pitiful and annoying asshole.

It’s too irritating.

Heartbreak

What do you know about love?

What do you know about pain?

I know people fall in love and people break up.

But I never know where or when a person's heart might change.

You said that, time is medicine to everything.

And loneliness is just momentary.

With those words, you just left.

A witch-me???

You know we're done.

It's over now.

This is not a pay back.

This is my return.

I’m the Queen who’s back in the game.

Don’t acts like a fool.

This is already your fourth foul.

No more chances for your broken alibis.

What are you gonna do?

I wouldn't want a truckful of you.

Piss off, go away and just go.

Your blackened intentions are so obvious.

I'm not so innocent anymore.

You are really a bad boy.

I hate you.

So, shut up, piss off and please just give up.

The reason I became a witch,

And the reason I became more spiteful,

It's all because of you.

The same repertoire won't get through anymore.

Ohh please...

Stop pretending to be pitiful,

And stop pretending to cry.

You trampled on my love and laughed.

And I clung on to a foolish love.

That’s the reason why I'm cursing you now.