Yesterday...

Time passes too fast so you grow farther away from me again.

Memories are forgotten way too easily.

To you, it’s just the end of a passing by day.

To me, it’s the start of a pain that I cannot handle.

Now it won’t ever come again; yesterday.

time...

Don't be someone's down time, part time, or sometime. If they can't be there for you all the time, then they aren't worth any of your time…

Revenge is no good...

Revenge is something that will not only harm the other person, but will also inflict harm onto everyone including you yourself. You might feel satisfied but at the same time you’ll be hurt too. You’ll find no peace in your life. That’s why there’s a good saying, “Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace”. 

Live...Love...Life...

It’s a beautiful day though you aren't here.

It’s a beautiful night though I only shed tears.

Now I only can say goodbye to the times of you and I.

Just like always, love always comes to me.

It shakes me up and drives me crazy.

Just like always, break ups always come to me.

It gives me scars and drives us apart, at the same time it hurts us.

Every day we loved and always together but those memories became dust, became powder and scattered.

I wish I could have been the only one you ever loved.

I try to turn things back but the only thing that comes back is memories of you.

Little ashes and tears as you become small dust and I can’t catch you.

I'm a person who rushed and got angry at the littlest things.

You generously filled me up and shared your days and nights with me.

But now, I don’t have you anymore.

I tried to erase you but I can’t.

Nights without you are so hard, days without you drive me crazy.

Now, I must learn to live that way as life must go on.

secretly

Loving someone whose heart don’t even look at me is hurt.

Even if you don’t show it, I can see your gaze is looking at another place.

I can’t cry in front of you.

It’s okay. Just let me love you secretly.

Even though it’s hurt, I’ll smile for your happiness.

I’ll pray for your happiness.

I tried to forget you for many times.

But my heart is so stubborn. It only wants you.

My conscious mind and my heart don’t listen to one another.

Sometimes, I can’t help asking silently; “Fool, why can’t you love me?”

Sometimes I pray for you not to break my heart, not to break my love.

But sometimes I wish you break it to pieces.

So that it can’t be amended anymore.

So that I can stop love you and treat you as a friend who I cherish the most.

You asked me once why I'm shedding tears.

Fool, because of you, my tears is falling.

Because of you I'm hurt.

It’s just you who can’t see it.

Pretty Little Liars

Got a secret.

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you’ll save.

Better lock it in your pocket, taking this one to the grave.

If I show you then I know you won’t tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret if one of them is dead.

your words~

How could you do this?

Am I easy to you?

I’ll listen, although it’ll be all lies.

Keep saying those ridiculous words.

But don’t think that I’ll believe you because everything you say is a lie.

Don’t tell me that you were telling the truth.

I’ll listen, although I already know your excuses.

But right now I want you to stop it all.

I won’t give a damn anymore.

A.T.T.I.T.U.D.E

“Attitude is little thing that makes a big difference” - Winston Churchill

true~

It's sad how the people you were once so close with can become just another stranger you don't know. Over time you learn that not everyone can be called a friend.

I am me...

I can either be your best friend or your worst enemy.

So, don’t test my patience.

I don’t mix business with pleasure.

If you are wrong, regardless who you are, then you are still wrong.

Don’t take advantage on me being nice to you.

sometimes...

Sometimes I walk and stop.

I look around and our eyes met.

I quickly turn my head away.

I look at my toes and then slowly walk away.

positive thinking~

The world doesn't run like you would like it to.

But it’s really awesome that it doesn't work like you would like it to.

Because things you haven’t even thought of can happen.

yesterday...today...tomorrow...

Yesterday was a clear day, today is a cloudy day.

Do you know tomorrow’s weather?

The weather reports are not always accurate.

It’s raining here; it’s raining inside of me.

The clouds are always gray.

The sun always rises and sets.

Tell me that it’s okay.

Just tell me that it’s cloudy only for a moment.

ocean and me

When I look at the ocean, sometimes I get afraid.

Although everyone says that it’s beautiful,

I get afraid because it seems like I got so much smaller.

When the waves come, I take a step backwards.

The ocean is too deep and wide.

get out of my heart

Hey, can you stop talking about her?

I'm not curious at all.

I came here to hang out with you for the first time in a while.

But why are you talking about her so much?

I was annoyed as I realized, you, who had been in my heart, are getting farther away.

Maybe I'm smiling in front of you all this while is to deceive myself.

Right now I'm going to push you out and try to forget you.

That’s the right thing to do after all.

the unreal v. the real

The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. It’s only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies, which last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die, but things as fragile as thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on forever.

Finding my own happiness

Happiness cannot be travelled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the sacred experience of living every moment with love and gratitude. There is always, always, always something to be thankful for and some reason to love. So be sure to appreciate what you've got. Be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot.