I'll be back..

you better know that I'm not giving you away..

will I ever stop waiting??

NO WAY!!!

it will be the same in my world..

I'm your boy..

you're my girl..

                                                    p/s:

just love the words..

simple but meaningful..

AND

scary at the same time..

lalalalalalalalalalala 

full of love...

        p.s.

      do you know that I love  you?

      I probably already told you..

      but I'm going to keep saying it..

      there is no lies in these words..

      not one bit..

      your smile keeps me alive..

      it's one more reason to keep fighting..

      I would give you my soul for comfort..

      even if it leaves me dark and cold..

      and when I hold you close..

      I can feel your heartbeat..

      and I'll say to myself..

      I've found that ' someone ' at last..

                                             with love,

                                                                         your life partner

a deep hole in my heart..

Bestfriend : salam..pe kabo??senyap sunyi je..klu xmsg dlu, xde pon nk contact.. =(

Me : ho3..alalala..jgn la gitu..aku sihat je..ko??ko kat ne skang??klu dekat,leh jmpa..huhu

Bestfriend : gitu la member..aku nak dekat 3 bln jd rakyat selangor, xalert pon psl aku..ada FB pon bkn nk sapa aku dlu..hurrmmm

Me : errrrrkkkk..sorry..bkn aku xingt..ingt je slalu..mang nk contact tp kesibukan buat aku alpa..

Best Friends means different things to different people.

Some insist that you can have only one best friend.

Others assert that they have best friends for different aspects of their personalities.

Whatever the precise definition..

your best friend is the person who gets you.

They understand who you are and what you are saying.

The greatest distance cannot separate best friends.

You will always feel a kinship with them,

AND

Be able to instantly continue the friendship even after not talking for many years.

This is how I feel bout you..My Bestfriend..

We've joined together as classmates
as the new year begins...
A year full of learning
while we become friends.
We'll share and be kind
as we work and play.
And our friendship will grow
with each passing day.

I had a box of crayons,
All shiny, straight and new.
I lent a friend one crayon,
And--oops--it broke in two!

My friend said she was sorry,
But I said "I don't care,
'cause now we both can color
with one crayon--we can share!"

Simple vs Real

Anyone can stand by you when you are right,

but a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong...

A simple friend identifies himself when he calls.

A real friend doesn't have to.

A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life.

A real friend says, "What's new with you?"

A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.

A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it."

A simple friend has never seen you cry.

A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.

A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.

A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.

A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.

A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.

A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.

A real friend expects to always be there for you!

so..I'm not merely a simple friend to you..

I'm your real friend..

Eventhough..sometimes I being careless in remembering you..

it doesn't mean that I'm not there for you..

I'll always be there by your side..

if someday..

you forget that i'm at your side..

and suddenly you realize bout my existence..

just look back..

i'll be there..

watching you, smiling..

with an open arm..

AND

you meant a lot to me..

you are not just a simple friend

but

you are my real friend..

REMEMBER THAT...!!!!

stress in me

Life is full of pressures and stress..

and everyone has a bunch of worries..

There is no one who is stress free.

Even a five year old kid has his own problems.

Stress affects everybody whether one is rich or poor, literate or illiterate, men or women.

Some people are stressed because they don't have enough time,

some are stressed because they have too much spare time,

Some people are stressed because they hate the people they work with and don't like their job

and there are some others who are stressed because they are unemployed.

From kid to young to elder everyone is stressed.

so, basically..

 we all have some stress in our lives,
some of us have more,

some of us have less stress.

But

if stress  is allowed to overtake our lives,

then serious implications can result..

Researchers define stress as a physical, mental, or emotional response to events that causes bodily or mental tension.

Simply put, stress is any outside force or event that has an effect on our body or mind.

what does stress means to you???

some says: 

stress is nothing more than a socially acceptable form of mental illness..

 

a few says:

 

stress is the root cause of death; illnesses are just the wrap up..

 

others says:

Pressure and stress is the common cold of the psyche..

 

BUT I'll say;

Stress is the confusion created

when one's mind overrides the body's basic desire

TO

choke the living daylights out of some JERK

who desperately deserves it..

 

 that's why they say;

Stress is the trash of modern life

where we all generate it

but if you don’t dispose of it properly,

it will pipe up and overtake your life..

as a conclusion;

stress is basically a disconnection from the earth,

a forgetting of the breath.

Nothing is that important.

Just lie down..

and ignore it because it didn't worth your attention at all..

especially when it derives from a person called JERK!!!!

lalalalalalalalalalalalala

I miss my mom n wanna go home..huuuu

 

"Home is a place you grow up wanting to leave, and grow old wanting to get back to.."

I'm sure everybody has this thought:

when we are kids, we'll be eager to leave our home, saying that;

"Mom always nagging" or "everything I do all wrong"

or "I need some space and privacy" or 

"I hate being grounded.why must I follow your rules?"

" why i cant do this?" or "why I cant do that?"

and all those 'why' makes you tired be at home..

BUT

When you grew older and facing the difficulties in this real world,

you'll regret for not be at home.

at that moment,

you'll realize that there's no place comforting and warm you like home..

and definitely you'll say;

"I miss my mom and wanna go home."

or "I'm having a homesick right now."

or "I wish I'll never leave my home."

As to me;

It takes hands to build a house, but only hearts can build a home..

BECAUSE 

Home is the one place in all this world where hearts are sure of each other. 

It is the place of confidence. 

It is the place where we tear off that mask of guarded and suspicious coldness which the world forces us to wear in self-defense,

and where we pour out the unreserved communications of full and confiding hearts. 

It is the spot where expressions of tenderness gush out without any sensation of awkwardness and without any dread of ridicule.

 

nae namja.. =)

usually I'll being sarcastic..

but tonight, I'm gonna menggedik..

lalalalalalalala

I wanna share bout my man..

it's bout time...

lalalalalalala

below is his profile n pictures...

ahhhhhh

I'm going crazy right now..

lalalalalalalalalala

nae namja...lalalalalala

Name : Kim Junsu
Role in 2PM : Main Vocal
Nickname : Jun.K, Panda
Date of birth : 1st January 1988
Height : 180cm
Weight : 66kg
Blood Type : A
Religion : Buddhist
Languages : Korean, English (in order of fluency)
School : DongA School For The Arts
Hobbies : Composing, Fashion, Collecting accessories and shoes
Specialties : Singing, Writing (themes)
Ideal Woman : A girl who looks pretty when she smiles (that's me..lalalalala)
Fav Food : Sourpatch, Sushi

 

 

 

oppa..nan neol joh-ahae..

salanghaeyo...lalalalalalala