Thursday, October 13, 2016

It’s easy to fool people.



It’s easy to fool people.
I always put a smile on my face regardless in what situation I got into.
I never show my tears to other people.
I’m too proud to show my weaknesses.
Always pretend to be tough and strong.
I love to keep it to myself.
I share the happiness with others.
But I deal with the sadness by my self- by my own.
I said I’m okay but I’m not.
I said that I don’t care but deep down I do care.
I said it won’t bother me but it does bother me in the end.
I wear a mask- a smiling mask to show that I’m fine, I’m okay, I’m happy.
But no one knows the face behind the mask.
All negative feelings entangled inside - so complicated.
Want to share it but don’t know how.
I end up crying alone in the dark.
Darkness is the best company.
Loneliness is the best companion.
Keep wearing the mask as it’s easy to fool people.


Tuesday, August 30, 2016

I am stronger...



Life is full with surprises.
There’s a lot of uncertainty too.
It’s we ourselves who responsible for our own life.
Whether we want to be happy or live in a misery.
I choose to be happy and enjoy my sweet short life.
Instead of grieving when the dark times comes, I choose to be strong.
I choose not to show any of my weaknesses.
I choose to be strong just like a seaweed and coral in the sea.
Whenever the turbulence comes, it will still be in the ocean almightily.
There’s one song which describing life as I did:
~Memories by Yoon Mi Rae~
“If I fall two times, I come back on my third.
I won’t give up and that’s my word.
If I fall five times, I come back harder on my sixth.
Knock me down again, I still won’t give up.
If I’m knocked seven times, I come back on my eight.”
To put it in a nutshell, just delete the word ‘give up’ in your dictionary.
As long as you are alive, the battle wouldn’t come to an end.