Every rose has its thorn...

My love is like a red rose.

It may be beautiful but my sharp thorns will hurt you.

Yes, I may be fragrant but the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you.

Don’t look at me with that light glance.

Don’t speak of love easily.

If you want my heart, you need to take my pain too because you will be pricked by my thorns someday.

Don’t trust me too much.

Don’t love me too much either.

You don’t know me that well yet.

So just back off while you still can.

Don’t come to me.

Seeing your confidence makes me feel so bad for you.

Your confident footsteps toward me look so pitiful.

Emotions…That’s an extravagance to me.

Love…That’s obsession’s best friend.

So just stop it because you and I must come to an end.

Don’t forget the fact that every rose has its thorn.

It’s a constant battle.

I don’t like the memories of us because the tears come easily.

And once again I break my promise to myself not to cry over you.

It’s a constant battle: A war between remembering and forgetting.

Dedicated for YOU...

If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together,

There is something that you must always remember;

You are braver than you believe,

You are stronger than you seem,

And you are smarter than you think.

But the most important thing is,

Even if we’re apart,

I’ll always be with you.

It’s just a chapter in the past...

I can be changed by what happens to me.

I refuse to be reduced by it.

I just need to move on.

It’s just a chapter in the past.

But don’t close the book.

Just turn the page.

This is because even the darkest night will end.

And the sun will rise.

Remember...

When things are bad, remember:

It won’t always be this way.

Take one day at a time.

When things are good, remember:

It won’t always be this way.

Enjoy every great moment.

Finish your day...

Finish each day and be done with it.

You have done what you could.

Some blunders and absurdities have crept in.

Forget them as soon as you can.

Tomorrow is a new day.

You shall begin it serenely and with high spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.

Let your past make you better not bitter.

Missing You...

Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you’ve seen them or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something and wishing they were right there with you.

Starry Night...

For several days straight, I’ve been walking on this empty street alone.

As I look up, there are many twinkling stars in the sky.

When?...

When can I find my own uniqueness in my heart and show it to everyone?

Before I forget the leftover bit of the dreams in my heart, can the light ever shine on me?

Dari Allah kita datang, dan kepada-Nya jua kita kembali.

People say you don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone.

Truth is, you knew what you had,

You just never thought you’d lose it.

And I don’t expect it today will be the day I lose the most incredibly good lecturer.

It might be 3 years since you teach me.

But I can assure you that I’ll use and benefited the knowledge that you gave me.

Dari Allah kita datang, dan kepada-Nya jua kita kembali.

"Mahasuci Allah Yang di dalam genggaman kekuasaan-Nya seluruh kerajaan,

dan Dia Mahakuasa atas segala sesuatu.Yang menciptakan mati dan hidup

untuk menguji kamu,siapakah di antara kamu yang paling baik amalnya,

dan sesungguhnya Dia Maha Mulia lagi Maha Pengampun."

(QS Al-Mulk [67]:1-2)

Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat,diampunkan segala dosa dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

Al-Fatihah.

I Miss You...

I miss you.

Not in some cheesy, let’s hold hands and be together forever way.

I just miss you.

Plain and simple.

I miss your presence in my life.

I miss you always being there for me.

I miss my best friends.

It doesn't mean that way...

Just because I laugh a lot,

Doesn’t mean my life is easy.

Just because I have a smile on my face everyday,

Doesn’t mean that something is not bothering me.

I just choose to move on,

And not to dwell on all the negatives in my life.

Every new moment gives me the chance to renew anew.

I choose to be that.

Your battle..My battle..Our battle...

I’m sorry I couldn’t be here for your battle.

I was fighting my own.

There’s a shiver in my legs,

A tremor like the earth speeding up,

Spinning off into uncharted orbits.

Scary isn’t it?

But what wonderful thing didn’t start out scary?

I don’t know what the next page is for you,

But whatever it is for me I swear I’m not going to fuck it up.

I’m not going to yawn off in the middle of a sentence and hide it in a drawer.

Peel off these dusty wool blankets of apathy and antipathy and cynical desiccation.

I want life in all its stupid sticky rawness.

What I'm saying...

What I’m trying to say is,

it’s a shitty world and shit happens,

but we don’t have to bathe in shit.

What I’m saying is,

when you have some weight in your life,

you have to start looking for the bigger picture or you are gonna sink.

We're the same...

You and I are victims of the same disease.

We’re fighting the same war, just different theatres,

And it’s way too late for me to hate you for anything,

Because we’re the same damn thing.

You and I on Different Levels~

Everyone’s having a burning marathon.

They continuously want something.

With that desire they live on, ignoring the steep steps that come towards them.

That’s the difference between us.

I’m running endlessly without a break with my own effort.

Accept it now, that we’re on different levels title.

women and cell phone...

Women are like cell phones.

We like to be held and talk to.

But push the wrong button and you’ll be certainly disconnected.

Ordinary girl...

I am just an ordinary girl.

A girl with nothing special.

A girl who passes by yet nobody will recognize.

A girl who isn’t pretty.

A girl with low standards.

A girl who is totally common and ordinary.

No replacement~

There’s no need for you to disappear but it’s not like you’ll come back anyway.

Even if there is someone who can replace you,

That person can’t be you.

First love...Unrequited love...

They said love at a first sight doesn’t means that’s your first love.

They said it can be your first love or unrequited love.

They said first love is painful and unrequited love is heartbreaking.

Sorry~

There’s something that you need to know.

The fact is you can have my body but you can’t have my heart.

I’ve tried to put you in my heart but I failed.

I’m sorry.

I give up.

Please understand me for not being able to say I love you.

I don’t want to lie to myself and you.

Don't let yourself stop~

The parts of you that were hidden by fog,

Burn yourself with passion which hotter than the sun.

Run and go away, don’t look back.

Don’t stop, go away, don’t let yourself stop.