karma...

What goes around it might comes back around.

We call it Karma.

But Karma I don’t mean to harm you.

those words~

“It’s over. I’m sorry.”

What did you say? I don’t understand you. I don’t understand when you say you don’t like me. You’re completely crazy. Snap out of it. Stop acting sad as you leave. Stop giving excuses as you leave. Your last words, those cold words were I’m sorry. You said you loved me. You said I’m the only one for you but they were all lies. Your words of farewell, your bold words were I’m sorry. You tell me sorry. You said that though everyone changes, you’ll never change. But those were just typical words that anyone can say. Your thick-skinned words, your ridiculous words, your words annoy me. Your words anger me. Your words are like a nightmare. I don’t wanna hear it. The words that ring in my ears.  Words that are nailed into my heart. I shouldn’t have loved you. I shouldn’t have given my heart to you. I’m the only one who is hurting. Your cruel words. Your cold words. Your scarring words. Your bitter words. Words that wet my eyes. It was me who gave you everything but you suddenly leave me. Just leave, your heart has completely left me. I’ll let you go. I won’t hold onto you anymore. I really want you to get away. Farewell now.

dream of heaven

It took a long time for the answer to get deeper.

Your scent lingers, the illusion of us two make me believe that I'm not walking by myself.

I come here next to you because I've made a promise to you.

The reason of the eternal ties between you and me.

The undying love, dream of heaven.

Miss Coward

Stealing glances at you without anyone noticing became my habit. When we do lock eyes sometimes, I become like an actress who acts as if nothing’s wrong. Pretending looking elsewhere. Sometimes I imagine walking to you and talking to you but most of the time I always freeze up whenever I'm in front of you. It’s kinda funny though. I can imagine it but don’t have the gut in reality...

My ideal type..kekeke

I’ve always encounter questions like what’s your ideal type, your prince charming, the criteria of your man and etc… most of the times those questions annoyed me. They should just worry of themselves and not me. However, despite of the questions being annoying, it make me thinking by myself. Well, it’s not a crime to dream of your prince charming. Everyone and each of us have our own taste and preferences. It’s only the matter of whether we can get it or not.

I would fall for a man who can say:

“Your smile is so pretty.”

“Your light makeup is pretty.”

“Whatever you wear, you look so beautiful.”

“You’re more beautiful than anyone I know. It’s okay if others don’t know your charm. Even when you complain to me sometimes, it’s so cute and that’s why you are special to me.”

And when I late on our date because of dressing up, he’ll say:

“What’s taking you so long? Time is ticking. Just wear anything and come out, you look good in anything. You don’t need thick makeup. You look good with just your shy eyes smiling. I would rather have you come out with no makeup. I know you want to look nice but my eye sight is too good for that. Your dangerous heels look uncomfortable. You’re the kind of girl who looks better in sneakers than high heels. So, stop being influenced by what your friends tell you because even if you don’t dress up, you’re pretty to me. Even your tangled hair looks so beautiful to me.”

That’s the description of my Prince Charming – the type who can accept me just the way I am. But that’s if and only if. It’s already difficult to find that kind of man in a dreamland, so in reality??? *cricket sound*

Whatever it is, someday you’ll find your man which had been made for you since in the Lohmahfuz with HIS will. To those who are concerned, don’t worry as each of us had been created in pairs. It’s just in the matter of time. No needs to rush like you are so desperate. Be patient and believe HIM.

youaremypreciousfriend...

You are my heaven 24/7.

I'll always watching over you.

I'll always beside you everywhere and anywhere,

Whatever you do, I’ll always be with you and support you all the time.

I promise you, I’ll spread my wings to fly with you.

Just let the rainbow take over the painful memories.

Let the rain erase the dark memories.

The light will bring salvation and get rid of all the darkness.

Trust me because you are so dear to me.

You’re a friend given to cure my loneliness.

cycle of life ^__^

Sitting alone in the cold of the night while trying to find what you need to survive.

You're so afraid that you can't go on.

Left in the silence and that’s tearing your heart.

It only reminds you how broken you are.

You've lost your way but remember Love, hope is not gone.

Because the sun always sets, the moon always falls.

That’s the cycle of nature.

No more and no less.

Surprisingly it’s the same in life- the cycle of life.

Sometimes up and sometimes down.

You might feel like that’s the end but life must go on.

You might remember and long for the past where love was eternal and joy seemed to last.

Then you realize that happened on yesterday, forever is gone.

The thing is we have our misfortunes.

All of us have our own darkest of days.

But we must endure and keep strong.

Everything happened for a reason and bares it on mind that there’s sunshine after rain.

awkward...

The awkward moment when the most annoying person is complaining about someone was being annoying.

few of them are...

Fake friends are a term used to describe fair-weather or selfish friends. True friends are like diamonds (precious and rare), while fake friends are like autumn leaves found everywhere. A faithful friend is the medicine of life. Friends are rightly called an alter ego and they are perhaps those people with whom we can share our joys and sorrows. Adversity is the litmus test of any friendship. Fake friends are those friends who deceive us and break our trust somewhere down the line. They talk behind our back rather than talking face to face with us. In times of adversity, they desert others and leave them in a lurch. One should be careful while choosing friends and keep such fake friends at arm’s length. Joan Jett had once rightly remarked, “You got nothing to lose. You don't lose when you lose fake friends.” It is always good to keep fake or fair-weather friends at arm’s length. Remember, a man is known by the company he keeps.

true strength

True strength is keeping everything together when everyone expects you to fall apart.

Past is past..

Past is past. You can never change it unless time will come back again but we all know it is very impossible to happen so the best thing to do is to make it correct if you're doing bad from your past and make the best of your life in the future without mess. Be careful and sensitive enough with the surroundings so that everything will be okay. I would say I've done so many mistakes before and I can't change that, instead focus and learn to be good in the future. Though you mess up sometimes but there's one thing nice about it. It is just that we learned from our mistakes. We will never know what we are doing if we don't encounter faults and failure. It is just a part of our lives. So we must learn to move on and continue what we've been doing despite failures and circumstances...