Tuesday, January 4, 2011

I am your ballerina...

Sing a song for me so that he’ll be able to hear it..
Love...Attachment...Take it all with you..
Scream for me and tell him for me..
Today...Tomorrow...
Tell him not to look for me..
Everything was so awkward..
The first time we are together I was afraid I had rice on my face.
Everytime I stuck the spoon in my mouth I was paranoid.
When we walked together I didn’t know if I should be in sync with your step
Or should I put my hands in yours, holding hands just like others
I’m confused..
What should I do? And where should we go?
Even though I know about boys but I was unsure about love..
As if it running after me, 
For the sake of you who’s following me, I started walking slower..
And that’s how our love started
I am not a romantic person..
Like a hole in a sock, I live life as it comes..
Like a watery wilderness, I saw a different world in my life..
So I walked around smiling all day..
However, love always turns into tears..
Left in my heart and unable to leave..
I’m stopping in my tracks again..
But let’s live together inside of beautiful memories..
In my thoughts, together with you I’m going to dance..
This moment without you, I can’t tell if it’s a dream or not..
I don’t even know where I’m going right now..
I don’t know if this place right here is your embrace or not..
I wonder what the reason is behind my aching heart..
Although I’ve become weary of having to protect something..
Having to become crazy..
YES I was crazy for you..
Anytime you wanted me to dance, I was your dancing ballerina..
Your face become red as you laugh at me while watching me dance around..
Darkness become bright and the world just spun round and round..
Let’s just be like that..
Let’s remain by each other’s side for a long time..
Let’s walk down the same road together..
That’s the promise we made..
However I’m left alone in a sad song trying to dance
A smiling merry-go-round in the darkness of an amusement park
I linger on my attachment for you in hopes you’ll return...
coz I'm your dancing ballerina who will always dance for you...

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