I can take so much until I had enough!

I can take so much…

Until I've had enough…!

When that time comes, I will give up on everything including you.

I wouldn’t give a damn on you anymore.

I wouldn’t bother about you anymore.

Finally, you are free and its means that I will abandoned you forever.

You and I are no longer related.

No memories that we shared.

Even your existence I will erase it.

Later on please don’t come and crawl back at me as I only can see you with a disdain looks in my eyes and walk away without even looking back.

I will be colder than ice and harder than rock.

I’m going to live on as strong as coral and reef.

Fall in love with my bestfriend...

Pretending that we’re just friends, acting like we’re lovers...

Please don’t do that.

The more I think about it, I get more curious about your real feelings.

You’re so ambiguous.

I can’t do anything or maybe I’m expecting a miracle.

I want a clear sign but I forget all about it when I see your smile.

Don’t just laugh like you don’t know and stop this now.

Be honest with me.

Don’t put me in your heart and look elsewhere.

Why don’t you stop acting like you don’t know when you do know?

Don’t give excuses that you’re tired but hurry and tell me that you love me.

Then, shall I confess first?

I shall admit that finally I realize; I fall in love with you-my bestfriend...

It feels like...it seems like...but it's not.

These days, it feels like you’re mine.

It seems like you’re mine but it’s not.

It feels like I’m yours.

It seems like I’m yours but it’s not.

What are we?

I’m confused.

Don’t be aloof.

It feels like we’re lovers.

It seems like we’re lovers but we are not.

Whenever you see me, you act so vague to me.

These days, I hate hearing that I’m just like a friend.

I don’t like you these days.

But I only have you by my side.

Please clearly draw the line for me.

Don’t pull out, just confess your love to me.

If I... Will you?

With your one word, I laugh.

You come to me in the fluttering wind.

You come to me in the blinding sunshine.

My day is yours.

Distraught, gone crazy…

If I endlessly call out, will you take a last glance?

Allow me...

Like colors you saw in a painting- various…

Everything is new.
Right now let me show you what I got.

Can't escape the frozen time...

I think that man is lost.

He can’t find his way and is pacing back and forth.

He’s still left alone in the dark night.

I think he really loved her to death.

I don’t think he can do anything by himself.

He can’t escape the frozen time.

I think that girl threw something away.

She can’t find her way and she's hesitating.

She’s still left alone in the dark night.

I think she really loved him to death.

I don’t think she can do anything by herself.

She can’t escape the frozen time.

Knowledge~

It’s okay if you don’t know anything at first. Do question, even the basics. You will be a fool for once. If you don't, you will be, for a lifetime. Learn slowly. Take your time to digest the new information. If you makes mistake, learn from it. Never ever repeat the same mistake. All of that will become your experience. Remember the saying that we used to say during our school days? - “Experience is the best teacher”. When you already mastered the knowledge, don’t forget to share it with others. Don’t be too stingy with knowledge. Knowledge without application is simply knowledge. Applying the knowledge to one’s life is wisdom and that is the ultimate virtue.

Meaningful quote~

I’ve unintentionally seen one quote with a simple words and deep meanings;

“If you knew what was going to happen, if you knew everything that was going to happen next, if you knew in advance the consequences of your own actions—you'd be doomed. You'd be ruined as God. You'd be a stone. You'd never eat or drink or laugh or get out of bed in the morning. You'd never love anyone, ever again. You'd never dare to.”

― Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

Indeed, it’s so damn true. It is better for us not to know too much. It will lead to disaster. Just follow the rhythm. by doing it, won't kill us though.