I'm fine???

Can I say that I’m fine?

Yup. Definitely I’m fine.

After what I’ve been through, I’m fine.

 I feel relieve even though there’s a flaw.

I’m a little bit disappointed and not satisfied.

Well, what to do?

There always sunshine after rain.

 I believe in God’s will.

I’ll work harder next time.

my life at a stake...

This is the countdown.

I felt so awful of me.

Don’t wanna know.

But at the same time my curiosity urges me.

Don’t even want to bother it.

But at the same time it bothers me.

What should I do?

Mr. Brain said;

“Just ignore it. Take a look and get to know it when you’re ready.”

But I’ll never be ready...

Sigh~

While Mr. Heart said;

“Just take a look at it. Whatever the circumstances is, just face it. Never ever try to run away from reality. You can fool others but you can’t fool your own self. You cannot escape the reality. That’s the fact.”

That’s true but...but...

Aaarrrrggghhhh...

This so frustrating!!!!

today is the 1st day of the rest of my life???

I’ve got a call from a kind guy who said this to me;

“Today is the first day of the rest of your life. Hopefully it will be the same for everyday.”

I answered;

“Yes, indeed today is the first day of the rest of my life but this very next Wednesday will be the last day of the rest of my life.”

He asked why.

I said;

“That’s the day where I hope it will never come. If can, I just wanna skip the day so that I wouldn’t face the Wednesday.”

He kept silence. I know he confused and  I can see all the question mark above his head.

I continue;

“The results will come out on this Wednesday. There will be only 2 consequences on that day. Whether it’s the start of my new happy life for next semester or it’ll be the end of me.”

He laughs bitterly while wishing me good luck.

End of conversation.

- Is that all he can say? Laugh then wished good luck? Hmmmm... At the very least, he wished good luck even though I don’t know whether I have the luck or not. Just wait for the Wednesday to come.

Sigh~

lemons turn into grape juice

When life hands you a lemons,

Make grape juice with it.

Then sit back and watch as the world wonders how you did it.

This saying means that even there is obstacle and hardness in your life,

Just get through with it patiently and try to take advantage on it and make a miracle with it.

Just accept the hardship not as a something bad but as a gift and a road that will lead to your success.

When the time comes,

You will smile proudly as people adore you.    ^_^

life+love=roses

Someone had told me once,

“A life with love will have some thorns,

But a life without love will have no roses.”

It means that you will face a lot of situations.

There are happy moments and vice versa.

But all of that will give a colour in your life.

question to be answered...

I’ve got a question that stuck in my head right now.

More like a situation.

What if you gave someone a gift and they neglected to thank you for it?

The person took it without even look at it.

Would you be likely to give them another?

Well, if I’m reasonable enough, I will take the gift back and give one or two slaps on the face as a replacement.

And of course there would be no second gift and chance for the person.

Well, this is me. So I dare to do that.lalalalalalala

But if you look at this situation, it’s actually similar to our life.

To put it simple, life is the same way.

In order to attract more of the blessings that life has to offer,

We must truly appreciate what we already have.

That’s definitely true and undeniable.

But what if I get bored with what I already have?

Should I throw it away and find something new?

Or should I give it away (donated it) to someone else who’s more needed?

Hhhmmm... Need to think about it since I’m such a bad girl who’s easily getting bored and can’t be satisfied with the same thing and the same person in my life.

lalalalalalalalalalalala ^,*