It’s easy to fool people.

It’s easy to fool people.

I always put a smile on my face regardless in what situation I got into.

I never show my tears to other people.

I’m too proud to show my weaknesses.

Always pretend to be tough and strong.

I love to keep it to myself.

I share the happiness with others.

But I deal with the sadness by my self- by my own.

I said I’m okay but I’m not.

I said that I don’t care but deep down I do care.

I said it won’t bother me but it does bother me in the end.

I wear a mask- a smiling mask to show that I’m fine, I’m okay, I’m happy.

But no one knows the face behind the mask.

All negative feelings entangled inside - so complicated.

Want to share it but don’t know how.

I end up crying alone in the dark.

Darkness is the best company.

Loneliness is the best companion.

Keep wearing the mask as it’s easy to fool people.

I am stronger...

Life is full with surprises.

There’s a lot of uncertainty too.

It’s we ourselves who responsible for our own life.

Whether we want to be happy or live in a misery.

I choose to be happy and enjoy my sweet short life.

Instead of grieving when the dark times comes, I choose to be strong.

I choose not to show any of my weaknesses.

I choose to be strong just like a seaweed and coral in the sea.

Whenever the turbulence comes, it will still be in the ocean almightily.

There’s one song which describing life as I did:

~Memories by Yoon Mi Rae~

“If I fall two times, I come back on my third.

I won’t give up and that’s my word.

If I fall five times, I come back harder on my sixth.

Knock me down again, I still won’t give up.

If I’m knocked seven times, I come back on my eight.”

To put it in a nutshell, just delete the word ‘give up’ in your dictionary.

As long as you are alive, the battle wouldn’t come to an end.

Monster...

All the lies that being whispered is differ from reality.

The truth disappears and gets trapped in darkness.

My shouts get smaller in this powerless reality.

They’re just meaningless in this world of lies.

I’m broken in my faith.

Hatred can never triumph...

Such hatred as yours can never triumph.

I hope one day you will find the love and compassion which used to fill your heart.

Be grateful

Most of the times, we forgot how to be grateful.

It's easy.

Firstly, look above in aspiration, not admiration.

Secondly, look below to love and appreciate what you already have that others don't.

Keep moving forward

Paint your dream in your heart.

When it’s hard, just accept it.

My broad shoulders and heart will embrace the tired you.

So you have nothing to fear.

So you have no reason to cry.

Deep~

You’re a cherry blossom.

You're about to bloom.

You look so pretty, but you're gone so soon.

My oath...

I'll keep you like an oath;

"May nothing but death do us part..."

Bring it on...

I just fell down once.

I’ll brush myself off and get up.

I’ll throw my entire body toward my dreams.

I’ll dive into the big ocean without fear.

I’m not afraid.
I won’t fall down again.

You are my bad yesterday...

Maybe you and I were playing a crazy game of charades.

With the ending already decided from the first frame.

Maybe you and I were already headed towards the end from the first scene.

This is our last parade.

Goodbye~

I want to say goodbye.

I am exhausted and defeated.

When I stop wandering at the end of this road,

I hope I can close my eyes without regrets.

I wish to reset everything

Your smile that’s not ridiculing me finds me again from disappearing.

In the darkness, your smile shines brightly into my heart.

How about you?

I`m all about you.

I wanna go back to the beautiful days.

I’m left alone in this loneliness world.

Please hold my hand right now.

The truth is hidden by scars.

I wanna go back to the happy place.

I wanna reset everything.

Like me or dislike me...I don't give a damn.

I end things as if I hate it so much.

I’m still perfectly breathing after the break up anyway.

So don’t do the thing that kills and buries the heart.

Don’t ask me if I’m alright.

What I want is the indifference that resembles me.

The whole world is acting so damn dramatic.

There’s no use in keeping track of love, it’s just instinct.

It’s funny, what separates humans from beasts and what turns humans into beasts is love.

Loser

Loser...

Loner…

A coward who pretend to be tough.

A mean delinquent.

In the mirror, you’re JUST A LOSER.

A loner, a jackass covered in scars.

The easiest way to have a chocolate abs...

Don't like me?

I hate selling my emotions.

I’m stingy with happiness.

I get drunk easily and have messy endings.

I get mad easily and ruin the fun.

Even when it seems like I’m so happy.

Mess up and eff up life...

The truth is hidden in lies.
It’s being silenced.

You’ve become the world’s hot topic and you turn into ashes.

Then they take away each piece of you.      

Your life… Your soul… Your world…

Everything crumbles.

This is the truth.

It may seem like it’s all over.

But there wasn’t a single door in this world that smothered you.

Puisi...

Kalau ada nenek tua,

Kayu bongkok mati dijulang;

Kalau kehendak kita berdua,

Karam perahu sama direnang.

Take my hand...

Take my hand.

You know I’m here with you.

Come take my hand.

You know lies can’t kill the truth.

It’s all right.

Just take my hand.

In this arrogant world, even small mistakes become big sins.

Don’t cry.       

I tell you it’s okay.

Even if it’s a small light, the darkness can’t swallow it.

I wonder...will they?

I can’t help it but once in a while, when I’m in my deep grief, I’m wondering what it’s gonna be like when I’m no longer exist. Will they miss me? Will they cry? Will they in grief? Or will they happy and forget me as time goes by? The thoughts sometimes scare me but I keep wondering.